Hello November

 I always telling you guys, I have a lot things to do, and it makes me realize that I always saying those excuse on my blogspot. *sob sob* After graduating from my current school, I have been working non-stop from Monday to Saturday, and prepare everything I need like document, meeting schedule , fabric, sketch, and pattern for my worker on Sunday. But I'm glad my work never get me bored, making 6 gown or evening dress in a week is never an easy task, dealing with workers and their mood even worst, but I'm glad I can handle it, and still able to working on EGENCY and Sweet Escape up coming collection. *yeayyy*  Believe me if  I don't like my current job, i will likely go crazy, because of busy schedule, dealing with client and worker.

Anyway I couldn't believe it's November already, and Fashion Week have already started, I will helping my friend on November, 5th 14 at Abinari fashion show so see you there! (PS: i have been colored my hair for 3 months, just doesn't have time for taking picture for ootd and stuff, but I promise you next post will be an outfit post, so see ya around soon (?) )

Top and  Skirt - Sweet Escape 

Plank top

 Egency Plank top & Rossie short  //  Dark After Apparel Spaghetti top // Heat Wave shoes

This was what I wore when I had outing with my friend Cathy, and Jessica. Wearing two of my favorite piece from EGENCY Plank top and Rossie  short. Since Jakarta have been really hot these day, I think it's might be a great idea wearing plank top without showing too much skin, so i pairing it with spaghetti top from Dark After Apparel , and my current favorite shoes from Heat Wave. By the way, I will launching Sweet Escape first collection in the near future, I'm so excited yet tired at the same time, since Sweet Escape still in processes, but you can see the sneak peek *here  and don't forget to follow their Instagram. Well, until next post! See ya!

Picard

It's been a while since my last outfit post, still busy with some project but I'm really grateful because I'm not that busy since my sister's pre- wedding gown was finished already. I really grateful too since I surrounded and working with good people. Even tho we faced many problem, non stop task, and sometimes we do fighting with each other but it's okay. That's life, i guess, we talk , we laugh together, we cry , we fight and that's what make us friend.

Top and Skirt - Egency ( plank top and picard skirt) // Shoes - Aigner  // Hat - H&M

By the way, I'm wearing first collection of EGENCY , you can follow their Instagram *here. What's EGENCY? EGENCY is a ready to wear local brand from Indonesia, we deliver young vibe with essence of comfort and practicality in our creative design. So what are you waiting for Follow their Instagram and get special discount for 200 first followers!

Let's change

So have you watch amazing spider-man 2? Me ? Yes, i have. it's an amazing movie. By watching it, I realize.... What happen with electro, happen to (some of) us too. I mean, he doesn't have friend , people don't appreciate him, people mock him even tho he doesn't make any fault, people ignore him as if he wasn't exit. That's what make him angry, mad, and make him trying to destroy the city (when the only thing he wants is to let people to know him) , and make other don't like him more.  

It might be a little different with our story, maybe someone out there, being invisible, ignore, mock , etc because they are different (ether they are fat or just different. I'm not saying ugly, because there is no such thing as ugly, everyone born with their uniq side) and what's more funny when they are suicide, people will said they are stupid. So who's the one who stupid? The one who suicide? Or the one who ignore, mock , etc? Yup, the one who bully is the one who wrong. For those who love bullying other, Do you think saying other stupid, will make you smarter? Saying those who wear make up fake will make you real ? Or saying other ugly will make you pretty or handsome? Wrong! Stop hurting other. For both parties, you can be smarter by studying , there is no other way to make you smart. Do you want to become pretty? Yes, yes, you can! You can dress up, using your make up and start to appreciate yourself. Let's stop bullying and make your self worth by improving yourself :) 

                 

I used to be ugly ( not fashionable, not attractive, and other don't even think to start conversation with me, I was invisible at that time. I do have close friends who used to sit next to me, and awesome people with awesome talent even they are not really good with school's subject but they are good at drawing and i'm amazed with their talent, and talent has nothing to do with school's subject right? ), and not even smart ( well, no one born smart , you have to study , go to school, go to collage , etc in order to become smart ) but I tried a least.

When I was in middle school until high school, I remembered that there is no time for me to rest, even tho i want to rest. I have to work really hard in order to get good marks, like going to school from 6.30 a.m to 4 p.m  and going  course until 9 p.m or 10 p.m non-stop everyday *exclude Saturday and Sunday. I was really bad at math , English , PE. I don't even understand how to read , write make statement in English *sigh. Yeah, I was really stupid, but I pretty good with sociology, geography , history , Bahasa , civics which have nothing to do with my current profession. But whatever, because I'm happy right now. All my hard work worth in the end, and that's what matter. But I do miss those time. For me in the past good luck and keep fighting , for me in the future keep working hard and make your dream come true. That's all from me for now.

For those who read this post, you are not the only one friend :),  So don't let one or two people ruin your day or your whole life, I know the word "change" is scary and not easy, It might be not easy , but don't lose your hope, keep fighting! You don't have to live for other, you have to live for yourself, be happy, be you, keep smiling and do your best, even when people around you don't love you, love yourself , because you never know there is someone out there who will love you with their whole heart. Keep inspiring , and don't forget to tell me your story by comment bellow. See you at next post <3

Let's Play

I'm taking a break from making my sister's pre-wedding gown. It has been a while since the last time have quality time with my self and my friend. So, this photos was taken while I visited my friend Cathy Sie  , I supposed to have brand meeting with her, but took some photos won't be a sin right? Work hard, Play hard *teehee 

Just bought new top from forever 21 two days ago, I pair it with new collection of Sweet Escape ! Now you can buy this awesome skirt by line me ID: elen_ang or email me shopatsweetescape@gmail.com , Buy it while stock last <3

Top - Forever 21

Layer Skirt - Sweet escape

Heels - Charles David 

LINF X SWEETESCAPE X ELLEN ANG GIVEAWAY

THE WINNER OF LINF X SWEET ESCAPE X ELLEN ANG GIVEAWAY 

ARE

BELLA & MICHELLE 

I'll contact your email soon , and for all participant, Thank you for joining my giveaway :D

Be Free

Top and Shoes - Zara // Clutch - MNO,logie // Skirt - Sweet Escape

It has been really hot lately in Jakarta. I knew wearing dark color wouldn't be a good choice at first place, but who cares? As long as it's makes you happy, just wear it. I remember when I was featured by some Instagram account few weeks ago , I was really happy. But then I saw some comment that make me sad. I was sad not because some hateful comment like "nay ,etc". I'm sad because people these day has become ignorant with their comment, you do have freedom to let out your speech, but in other side, you have to think about other people feeling. It's not like everyone can accept your comment, it might makes some people sad. So, whenever you get those hateful and ignorant comment just ignore them and be yourself, because they aren't worth your time. Just be yourself and be happy, don't let one or two people ruin your day. Have a nice day :D and don't forget to join my give away *HERE and win 1 LINF choker and 1 yellow dress from Sweet Escape!  Btw I just open my shop (sweet escape), you can check it *HERE , don't forget to follow and shop <3

LINF giveaway

Hi, everyone, how's life? Do you realize something different from my blog? Yes!  It has been 2 year since i started this blog, and i haven't change my blog header. Been thinking to change my header, so 2 weeks ago i asked pikapopin ( you can check her illustration *here ) to design my blog header, and here is it! I really love the result, don't you agree? It's really suit my blog name.

Anyway, here is it the promised giveaway that i told you 2 weeks ago, I'm giving away choker by 1 LINF and 1 one yellow dress from Sweet Escape to 2 winner. How to claim this stuff???

All you have to do is:

1. Follow my blog via BLOGLOVIN you can click *here(+1 point)

2. Follow my Instagram @elen_ang and @lookimnotafluke (+1 point ) , post this poster. Don't forget to write why you want to win this giveaway, tell other to join this give away and using hastag #elenangxLINFgiveaway (+1 point)

3. Write your e-mail , instagram account and your blog at the comment section. I will announce on 10th April 2014

Goodluck everyoneeee ♥♥♥♥ 

Black is the new black

So what I am doing while missing from blogging world ? I have been working on my big sister prewedding gowns, and cannot take any photos during that time. Since her gowns have to be finished due on march, 25th 2014 , I keep focus working on her gown. Well, I hope as soon as I finished the gown, I can share it with you guys  <3 Until that time, please be patient :p

Anyway, This was what i wore at Infare's last day. Thank you for those who come and met me at Infare , and shopping at my booth, See you at next Infare :D And for those who didn't come, don't worry and follow Infare_ 's on instagram, because some blogger might selling their stuff on Infare_ 's instagram. Ps; I bought this adorable bag on the last day at Gabriella Olivia 's booth. btw you can check her blog *here  :p and I'm planning to make some give away, choker give away from Look I'm not fluke maybe? :p So, keep reading my blog and tell me are you agree with my giveaway plan or not :D See youuuuuu <3

T-shirt - Vintage // Sweater - Zara // Skirt - Regina's booth // boots  Charles and Keith // Monter Bag - Gabriella O 's booth 

Gabriella Olivia 's booth

Choker - Look I'm not a fluke 

INFARE (part2)

So I'm having bazzar right now with other blogger at Fx Sudirman , Jakarta. So , come meet us and don't forget to buy our stuff. There's a lot of preloved and new stuff at our booth, you can get many good stuff and Our booth with a good price. There will be Gabriella Olivia, Aiiness , Catherine soephadi ,( GreedySassy & look I'm not a flucke choker at Lizelisabeth 's booth)  and many more only at Infare, So what are you waiting for come and join us! Don't forget to follow their Instagram @infare_ <3 ps: Today (march, 2nd 2014)  is our last day :p

Anyway this was what I wear on 3rd day at Infare, I didn't have a lot of time ( probably because I was too lazy or I have something to do at the other day so yeah *sigh* ) I'm wearing short btw, with the same pattren with the top, and my friend's furry hat. You can get it at H&M if I'm not wrong. Thanks for those who took photos with me and bought my stuff, me woof you <3 and See ya at my booth today <3 ps: I'll share with you what I got from Infare after the event end , so stay tuned <3

Officially 20

First post on 2014 (Happy New Year guysssss ) and 5 days has passed since my birthday! just get home from my super late dinner party <3  Yup, that's right I'm no longer seventeen , eighteen, or nineteen ( i couldn't believe my self) but twenty y.o ! Well, still couldn't believe it has been 3 years since my seventeen, time goes by really fast! A lot of thing has change this past year. I used to not  care with what i wear or used to bring my pocket money and my phone only when i go to somewhere or don't  care what people thought about me, but now it's all matters. I guess fashion and stuff change me into a better person. 

In the past I don't really love my self, why? because i always thought i was ugly, you might be don't know that i have a birthmark on my leg (because i always edit that part before I upload it on my blog) and when i was a kid, kids (especially boys) around me always mock or make fun of me because my birthmark, and it just hurt my esteem so much that i cry about it. (you know kid always have a sensitive heart, no?) You never know how it feel since you never have it. I always wearing jeans back then because if you wore shorts or skirt the whole world gonna see and stare at your huge birthmark,(and i have to endure all of that because it's not anyone fault that i had birthmark, no?) and I always thought that no one ever love me ( exclude my family). I can't blame my parents because they are not the one who make me this way, but thanks to them. I try to love my self. I can't blame God too, since He the one who let me born into this world and meet my parents.  I always said to my mom that i want to have operation to remove my birthmark, but she always say to not give a damn to what people say about my birthmark, and she was right. Those who make fun of me because my birthmark isn't worth my time. Since i decide that i won't give a damn about what people think about my birthmark, i started to own a blog and try to wear anything that i never wear before, like short, skirt, dress , etc. Once again, Thanks to my parents, and God I am here right now. and my friend who don't mind about my birthmark, personality, etc and still with me even thou I have a birthmark, and not to forget fashion!

I might not really pretty like those model or rich. But I know God made me because some reason. I'm grateful with what I have right now. I still have my parents, grandma , grandpa ,bro , sis, knowledge ( not everyone can sew and make a ball gown right ? :p) , friends and you guy who read shit on my blog. Thanks to you, I am who I am right now. I'm enjoying my life right now, how about you? Anyway more photos on next post! So don't miss it :D