Black is the new black

So what I am doing while missing from blogging world ? I have been working on my big sister prewedding gowns, and cannot take any photos during that time. Since her gowns have to be finished due on march, 25th 2014 , I keep focus working on her gown. Well, I hope as soon as I finished the gown, I can share it with you guys  <3 Until that time, please be patient :p

Anyway, This was what i wore at Infare's last day. Thank you for those who come and met me at Infare , and shopping at my booth, See you at next Infare :D And for those who didn't come, don't worry and follow Infare_ 's on instagram, because some blogger might selling their stuff on Infare_ 's instagram. Ps; I bought this adorable bag on the last day at Gabriella Olivia 's booth. btw you can check her blog *here  :p and I'm planning to make some give away, choker give away from Look I'm not fluke maybe? :p So, keep reading my blog and tell me are you agree with my giveaway plan or not :D See youuuuuu <3

T-shirt - Vintage // Sweater - Zara // Skirt - Regina's booth // boots  Charles and Keith // Monter Bag - Gabriella O 's booth 

Gabriella Olivia 's booth

Choker - Look I'm not a fluke 

INFARE (part2)

So I'm having bazzar right now with other blogger at Fx Sudirman , Jakarta. So , come meet us and don't forget to buy our stuff. There's a lot of preloved and new stuff at our booth, you can get many good stuff and Our booth with a good price. There will be Gabriella Olivia, Aiiness , Catherine soephadi ,( GreedySassy & look I'm not a flucke choker at Lizelisabeth 's booth)  and many more only at Infare, So what are you waiting for come and join us! Don't forget to follow their Instagram @infare_ <3 ps: Today (march, 2nd 2014)  is our last day :p

Anyway this was what I wear on 3rd day at Infare, I didn't have a lot of time ( probably because I was too lazy or I have something to do at the other day so yeah *sigh* ) I'm wearing short btw, with the same pattren with the top, and my friend's furry hat. You can get it at H&M if I'm not wrong. Thanks for those who took photos with me and bought my stuff, me woof you <3 and See ya at my booth today <3 ps: I'll share with you what I got from Infare after the event end , so stay tuned <3

Officially 20

First post on 2014 (Happy New Year guysssss ) and 5 days has passed since my birthday! just get home from my super late dinner party <3  Yup, that's right I'm no longer seventeen , eighteen, or nineteen ( i couldn't believe my self) but twenty y.o ! Well, still couldn't believe it has been 3 years since my seventeen, time goes by really fast! A lot of thing has change this past year. I used to not  care with what i wear or used to bring my pocket money and my phone only when i go to somewhere or don't  care what people thought about me, but now it's all matters. I guess fashion and stuff change me into a better person. 

In the past I don't really love my self, why? because i always thought i was ugly, you might be don't know that i have a birthmark on my leg (because i always edit that part before I upload it on my blog) and when i was a kid, kids (especially boys) around me always mock or make fun of me because my birthmark, and it just hurt my esteem so much that i cry about it. (you know kid always have a sensitive heart, no?) You never know how it feel since you never have it. I always wearing jeans back then because if you wore shorts or skirt the whole world gonna see and stare at your huge birthmark,(and i have to endure all of that because it's not anyone fault that i had birthmark, no?) and I always thought that no one ever love me ( exclude my family). I can't blame my parents because they are not the one who make me this way, but thanks to them. I try to love my self. I can't blame God too, since He the one who let me born into this world and meet my parents.  I always said to my mom that i want to have operation to remove my birthmark, but she always say to not give a damn to what people say about my birthmark, and she was right. Those who make fun of me because my birthmark isn't worth my time. Since i decide that i won't give a damn about what people think about my birthmark, i started to own a blog and try to wear anything that i never wear before, like short, skirt, dress , etc. Once again, Thanks to my parents, and God I am here right now. and my friend who don't mind about my birthmark, personality, etc and still with me even thou I have a birthmark, and not to forget fashion!

I might not really pretty like those model or rich. But I know God made me because some reason. I'm grateful with what I have right now. I still have my parents, grandma , grandpa ,bro , sis, knowledge ( not everyone can sew and make a ball gown right ? :p) , friends and you guy who read shit on my blog. Thanks to you, I am who I am right now. I'm enjoying my life right now, how about you? Anyway more photos on next post! So don't miss it :D