Officially 20

First post on 2014 (Happy New Year guysssss ) and 5 days has passed since my birthday! just get home from my super late dinner party <3  Yup, that's right I'm no longer seventeen , eighteen, or nineteen ( i couldn't believe my self) but twenty y.o ! Well, still couldn't believe it has been 3 years since my seventeen, time goes by really fast! A lot of thing has change this past year. I used to not  care with what i wear or used to bring my pocket money and my phone only when i go to somewhere or don't  care what people thought about me, but now it's all matters. I guess fashion and stuff change me into a better person. 

In the past I don't really love my self, why? because i always thought i was ugly, you might be don't know that i have a birthmark on my leg (because i always edit that part before I upload it on my blog) and when i was a kid, kids (especially boys) around me always mock or make fun of me because my birthmark, and it just hurt my esteem so much that i cry about it. (you know kid always have a sensitive heart, no?) You never know how it feel since you never have it. I always wearing jeans back then because if you wore shorts or skirt the whole world gonna see and stare at your huge birthmark,(and i have to endure all of that because it's not anyone fault that i had birthmark, no?) and I always thought that no one ever love me ( exclude my family). I can't blame my parents because they are not the one who make me this way, but thanks to them. I try to love my self. I can't blame God too, since He the one who let me born into this world and meet my parents.  I always said to my mom that i want to have operation to remove my birthmark, but she always say to not give a damn to what people say about my birthmark, and she was right. Those who make fun of me because my birthmark isn't worth my time. Since i decide that i won't give a damn about what people think about my birthmark, i started to own a blog and try to wear anything that i never wear before, like short, skirt, dress , etc. Once again, Thanks to my parents, and God I am here right now. and my friend who don't mind about my birthmark, personality, etc and still with me even thou I have a birthmark, and not to forget fashion!

I might not really pretty like those model or rich. But I know God made me because some reason. I'm grateful with what I have right now. I still have my parents, grandma , grandpa ,bro , sis, knowledge ( not everyone can sew and make a ball gown right ? :p) , friends and you guy who read shit on my blog. Thanks to you, I am who I am right now. I'm enjoying my life right now, how about you? Anyway more photos on next post! So don't miss it :D 

Gift wrapping Idea with Kidecals

2 days till Christmas everyoneeee! So who is excited? Me? Of course I'm excited, who doesn't excited on Christmas ? Exchange present with friends and you beloved one, have a Christmas party, meet your relative, etc. Here I am sharing with you some gift or present wrapping idea, since Kidecals sent me some lovely personalized label. What is Kidecals?

Kidecals is  a company that specializes in labels.(you can check their website*here) They offers personalized , waterproof name labels and decals. Yes, everybody it's waterproof, That’s a huge bonus right there! I cannot begin to tell you how many times I’ve ended up washing labels and stickers on my bottles or candy jar because I'm too lazy to remove the sticker before I wash them. Have anybody have the same experience?

Anyway I just finished wrapping some present for my beloved one, I really love a nice or lovely packaging so I decided to make some nice packaging for my friends use kidecals personalized label. And here the product that i got .

I really love their design and quality of the product is so good <3 

and this is what I got for my friend. I made them my my self, I hope you will love it. #amen So let's get started , I am using some ribbon, scissors , kidecals label , scotch tape, and brown wrapping paper. I want to give them some vintage touch so I decide to use brown wrapping paper, because using Christmas theme wrapping paper is too mainstream, no? What you have to do is wrap those present with brown wrapping paper and use some ribbon to make it cute, don't forget to use kidecals label. Since we want to make it special, and have a nice look. And if you want to give some homemade cookies or macaron you can use kidecals label on your cookies jar to make it perfect. 

 And here some bonus picture ;p

SO MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! ENJOY YOUR CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A NICE HOLIDAY

Don't kill my vibe

So my camera memory card has been error for a week, and I don't have another memory card at home. And this give me headache because I couldn't take any photo for this couple of day. I'm sorry to my sponsor I can't make any post until next week, but I'll make another post soon.

Anyway, I received this photos from my e-mail 2 days ago, and i decided to share it to you. This photos was taken last week, or I should say a day after my camera memory card error. I helped my friend's sister as a model for her photoshot project. To be honest, I don't want to be her photoshot model, since I don't have model's figure and I'm petite. But who knows that It was end up became a pretty awesome photoshot, love the outfit, setting , everything . So here is it, enjoy! Until next post guys!